Lost Love (Sloth - 7 deadly sins)

It's been 2 months since we're forced to be apart. My heart hurts, and I can't even stopped crying. I barely touched my foods and medicine. Every time he leave, I felt so empty and I just wanted to end my life so badly. I feel, I've losing my sanity, day by day. I can't even thinking clearly. Today.. He leaved me and go to no where. So depressing.. He didn't contact me, or even reply to my texts. What happened? Is he going to be okay? Is he trying to ignore me..? I don't even know. But today, tonight. I'll end my life.
-Easter Sullivan


There, on the floor. The red haired man lay lifelessly while staring at the ceiling. His reddish eyes dulled and swollen from shedding tears too much. He closed his tired eyes and letting the tears falling down. He sobbed and brought one of his uninjured hand to cover his face. He let out a desperate chuckle before pulling himself  into sitting position. Slightly reminiscing about his love life that has broken into pieces.

-Flashback-

It's a really hot day at the first week of summer, but despite the heat, Easter Sullivan, one of the Seika high school student keep wearing his long sleeved blazer and turtle neck white shirt inside of it. His red hair flowing gently as the wind blew it. The clear lenses of his glasses showed a pair of ruby iris that hidden behind it. He walked fast, almost running as he spotted a certain blue haired man, that a lot taller than him. Giving the taller man a soft pat on his back, he smiled and greet him. Which the blue haired man replied with another smile.

Such a very warm day for Easter as he looked at the man's smile. He didn't want to lost it.

-Flashback End-

The red head laughed desperately while the tears still flowing freely from his eyes. His laugh turned to a sob and he slumped on the floor. Letting his tears wet the wooden surface below him. He swayed as he tried to stand. He picked the scattered paper on the coffee table and picked a red pen. He began writing his last words, despite his shaking hands


"My dear. If you've found this note, that means I'm no longer in this world. Swallowed by pure darkness and depression. I wanted to tell you so badly, that I couldn't hold on if we keep separated so far like this. I can't keep on living, if my only reason to live is tore apart forcefully from me. So today, I decided to end my life. I hope, you won't shed tears when you've found my corpse, slowly rotting at this place. The place where we having a very sweet and lovely moments. I don't want you to shed any tears. Because when I'm gone, I'll make sure that I smile. So, when you found me and see me smiling, that means I'm happy to be found by you. My dear husband, Orval Sullivan. I love you, very much. Good-bye."

After he wrote the message, he picked the knife he had prepared on the table. He held it tight in his palms, and quickly slicing his neck. The blood spattered nearby, staining the edge to the letter. And with that, the body fell to the floor with a thus. Slowly, the blood pooling on the floor. And a sad smile plastered on the slowly paled face.

"I Love You.." 

Is the last words he said. Before he slowly eaten by the darkness, and his life slowly draining away.